12 week makeover

who would have thought that 12 weeks...3 months...90 days could go by so fast!?!  not me:(

it is amazing how much my life has changed in that amount of time. 
i never thought that it was possble for someone to become such a different person in just a few short months or that you could learn so much about yourself.

as i look back at the past 12 weeks and look forward to what life has to offer once the "real world" starts again tomorrow, i think about what i have learned about myself/life/etc....

* i am a MOM... forever!!!
* i can change a diaper way faster than my better half and use a heck of alot less wipes than he does
* i could watch my lil man all day and not feel bad that i didnt get anything accomplished
* i have learned to tune out a blood curdling scream when showering, talking to someone, making dinner, burping him
* i am obessed with a clean baby...even if it means his skin is peeling because his skin has turned so dry due to being over bathed!
* i am in love all over again
* i seem to always talk in a high pitched voice when i talk to him or others...baby talk
* i seem to refer to my hubby as "daddy" all the time..."hey daddy, can you help with this?!?!"...a little weird
* i take pictures of everything even of poopy diapers...gross i know! but im proud of those blowouts:)
* i get excited when he wakes up in the morning and i can pick out his outfit for the day
* i love when he smiles at me
* there is no such thing as quiet dinners anymore or eating with two hands on the table...one is on the food and the other is rocking him in his seat
* i would rather be with my family than anywhere else
* i talk ALL the time because i feel bad that he has to sit in silence
* i am WAY more budget conscious than i have ever been...i guess i owe that all to my hubby-thanks alot!:(
* i so look forward to tubby time every night
* did i mention, that i just love my lil guy to the moon and back!
* i have learned to cherish family time because it is so important...so is mommy and daddy time
* i would rather buy him clothes than myself...i mean who really cares what i look like!;)
* its definetly not about us anymore!
* my mom is my HERO!!!!
* i hate clutter more than i did before baby...but it seems like with baby, there is so much more...looking for suggestions on how to make that go away!
* i have learned that i can not do everything...i have to ask for help (as much as i hate too!)
* there are alot of stores that have carts that are not baby seat friendly
* everywhere you go, you are asked "oh, how old is he?"
* packing for an overnight or a weekend away, is ridiculous!  there is SO much stuff to bring-i mean is it really necessary to bring that much stuff????
* i forget to eat ALOT
* it is really hard to just "run in" somewhere and pick something up...they really should make these cart seat thingys lighter
* i LOVE my new life and family!!!

to tomorrow...
i am nervous, excited, sad, grateful, scared, hopeful, anxious, strong.
here's to the next step...wish me luck!!!

lil man in a tent

just a little sunday  singalong at the beach!!!

soda or water?

this is a constant discussion in our household every time we go visit one of my most favorite salad bar restaurants...if you order water, get water!!!

here is how it always goes down:
i go up to order the usual...one salad bar please...and then they always ask, "would you like a drink with that?!"
this is where it gets tricky, as i look over at the wonderful selection of drinks (aka fountain diet coke and diet dr pepper...oh and did i mentioned they have crushed ice too!!!) and see the same cups for both water and soda. so, do i say "yes" and get my drink or say "no, just water" but i get really get a soda.

according to my ever so honest better half, it is crime to order water and get a soda.
really?!.. how many people do you think really order water and gets water? 
his argument back is if they didnt care what you got, they would never ask you if you would like a drink.
i mean honestly, its not a huge crime like where they will lock you up if you get soda when you order water...but the good ole boy hubby is afraid i am going to be a bad influence on our lil one and teach him that its ok to take things from places. 
i mean come on...its like 2 dollars and ion top of that-they have the exact same cups for water and soda that are so strategically placed by the fountain machines...its like they are asking for this to happen every time.

so, this past weekend, we decide to visit this establishment and of course after i order, i am faced with that question i dread every time "would you like a drink?".
i look over at the selection, then the hubby, and then think do i really want to have this discussion again...so, i say "no" and order water which i really did want.
but, as i get up there, the diet coke with crushed ice was calling my name, and since my better half was eating his chili and watching the lil guy, i make my move!
i got the diet coke!!!

so, i go back and sit quietly at the table, start a convo and begin eating and acting like nothing is going on.
and then, thats when he looks at me and says "babe...really?!?"  i dont even have to ask "what", i already know he is pissed and says you know i hate it when you do that.
i explained that i just couldnt resist and i also changed my mind when i got up there.
then the fun convo begins...
is this what you want to teach our son? why cant you just pay for the drink? they dont owe you the drink just because you order food. do you go into the gas station and just take candy because you got gas? 
yes...the convo is the same every time.

after i lose the discussion AGAIN, his next response is "well, you need to up there and pay for it."
um...are you serious?!?
yep, he was not joking (dead serious). he really wanted me to go up and pay for the drink i took and explain to the cashier (who could really care less- in my opinion) that i changed my mind and would like to pay for the soda i took.

the dinner had ended and it was time for me to go and pay and of course i refuse to do so because i think its stupid and  i promise not to do it again.
the nice guy that he is, goes and pays.

ok...so lets be honest...how many people really do this? order water and get something else...is it really that big of a deal?
apparently, it is and next time i think i need to poll the other guests there to see if they do it too.
if so...favorite salad bad place- please get rid of the cups at the fountains and then make them a different color, so stealers like me are not torn between water and amazingly good soda!!!!

30...not so bad

one full day down, and i have to say 30 aint so bad.
besides feeling weird saying that i am 30 and my expired license, i really dont feel like i am 30.
but, what does 30 even feel like?! old...grownup...wrinkly...achey...fun...the same...im not quite sure yet.
maybe it takes a few days for that feeling to come, but overrall, things seem pretty darn great to take that big turn from the 2's to the 3's.

i was blessed to have spent the day with my most favorite people ever, received AHmazing gifts (huge perk of turning 30- you get GREAT gifts), a perfectly overdressed and relaxing dinner with the hubby (fit into a great pair of jeans that made me feel skinny...well slimmer), the most delicious cookie cake with the best icing (no more ice cream cake for this girl) and got 8 hours of sleep thanks to my sleep baby and mimi (now it was not 8 straight...but 2 sets of 2's and a 4hr stretch....ahh, so nice...its the little things these days).

life is good...30 aint to shabby either!!!

my hiatus

ok- so i guess i took a bit of a hiatus from my new project.  i know, way to start something and just ditch it! dont get me wrong, i have been thinking about blogging alot... but life has taken a little bit of a busy turn over the past few weeks (aka...A BABY).  but, i am back and ready to blog;)

as i return, i am faced with a huge milestone...the big 30!!!  yep, thats right- today is officially my last day in my 20s. tomorrow i will begin a new decade of memories and adventures.  exciting, yet scary.

looking back over the past 29 years, i cant believe that i have been able to experience so many memorable and amazing things with some of the most bestest people in the world.  i have been thinking alot today about how could the next 29 years even come close to the past 29 years?!?! could life get any better than getting married to your best friend, graduating college, growing up with the best little sister ever, moving to place where your life really began, yearly family vacations, having your first baby, meeting new friends, summertime swimming in the backyard, getting my first job...the list just keeps going and going. so, is it really possible?!?

all i know is that i am looking forward to seeing what my future holds and cherishing every memory and adventure that i have had up until today.  life has been great...i have been blessed with the best family and friends a girl could ask for. to you all...thank you for making these 29 years absolutley incredible and unforgettable!

30 you may be a very scary number, but im ready for you...so bring it on!!!

childhood buds having babies

yesterday was a great day...not only did i get to cuddle with the most amazing lil boy ever, but he got to meet one my childhood besties and her lil one.  what a great and memorable experience!

after all these years of catching up every once and awhile, we finally set up a day to have lunch and a playdate (well, not much a of playdate with a 3 month and 3 week old...mostly sleeping and crying-but hey, it was fun for us).
it was just like old times...the conversation just was so natural and flowed like we had never been apart. 
growing up, we were inseperable and spent as much time together as possible. but, after a move, new schools, different groups of friends, college, the "real world", getting married and now having babies...life kind of took us in different directions.
but you would have never known that because from the minute the front door opened, there was never that awkward silence that can happen when you havent spent much time with someone in awhile...nope, not at all-just lots of laughs, baby talk, sharing ridiculous stories and meaningful discussions.
not only was the convo great, but the food was just as perfect...everything you can imagine, we had it and ate it. cravings even happen after baby is born (gotta love some chocolate, sweet tea and chicken salad!!!)

i wouldnt trade yesterday for anything, and im so looking forward to more days like it...and our two lil ones experiencing the friendship and memories that we have shared over the years (its one of those friendships and memories that last a lifetime no matter what direction life takes you...you will always have that connection!!!)

and so...

after 17 days...they finally meet!

if i have to stay so myself, i think it was love at first site:)
i am not sure if poppy took his eyes off of him the whole day.  every noise he made, move he made...poppy was there to make sure everything was ok.

friday was probably one of the most precious days yet.
no tears...just tons of smiles and so much joy that the room could have exploded.
my dad was so smitten with my lil guy...i know i am biased, but honestly who couldnt be with him...he is just perfect!  he barely walked in the door before he grabbed him out of my arms and started lovin on him. it was amazing to see the instant bond they had.

it made my day to see my dad so happy...i know that they are going to be the best of buddies!!!;)